Wasting my life away

Sometimes I feel like I´m wasting my life away

And there´s no reason strong enough to make wanna stay.

Sick and tired of crying my eyes out

Then nasty words simply come out of my mouth.

I can´t control them and I have no control over my dull life...

Some things cut through me like a knife.

All I know is that I´m doing my very best,

But life´s as tough as a very hard test.

Wish I could find a way to improve my grades...

Why is it so complicated to me while some people just have it made?

Life really is a bitch...

But there are some things and some people you´ve got to ditch.

I just wish I can get over it all,

I just wish I can stand tall,

I just want to find a way out of this depression.

I don´t want life to be a burden, but a passion.

(April, 2013)